Category: Mental illness
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Are You Ready?
Learning The New Spiritual Paradigm I stumbled upon an article a couple of years ago on ascension. I had never heard of it. However, I had read “Seat of the Soul” by Gary Zukav and he had explained that humans all over the world are beginning to have multi-sensory perception; meaning that we are acquiring […]
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The Spiral
I have recently had what some might call, a spiritual awakening. A series of strange occurrences took place which left me very confused. I began asking the universe questions like, “What do you want from me? Why do these strange things keep happening? Why me?” I asked someone who I admire and look up to […]
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The Blame Game
I have been having a problem since my boyfriend Jason died. My problem is that I have been unfairly blamed for his death. Being blamed has taken a toll on me because a part of me blames myself. During these moments, I luckily have some people I can confide in to set me straight. The […]
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Life Is Ticking By
I have been really bad about taking time to just relax, write, and just be me lately. I’m always worried now-a- days. The entire world is worried right now with this crazy pandemic. My sister and I respectfully insisted our mother quit her job. She has stage 4 COPD, and was a cashier at Walmart. […]
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A Break
You may have noticed I’ve taken a break from writing, you may have not noticed at all. I had to put it down for a minute because every thought I had was about Jason. I have been thinking a lot and you know what? I’m fucking pissed. Instead of telling you all the reasons I’m […]
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Is This Fucking Real?
I am still in shock. I know this because I am not really dealing with Jason’s death. I have so much on my plate right now, it’s kind of ridiculous. I had to wait for a bio-hazard cleaning crew to clean my apartment before I could go home, and they had to get three estimates […]
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This Bitch Of A Road
I talked to a psychic the other day. If you don’t believe in that kind of thing, open your mind a little bit because I’m here to tell you, that shit is real. I am very intuitive myself, but unfortunately I cannot turn it on and off when I want to. I can tell you […]
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What Am I Supposed To Do Now?
I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel my mind drifting from reality into a dark place it hasn’t been to in a long time. I need my family right now. My sister says I need “tough love”. So I am alone. I wonder how she would feel if after her husband was […]
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Where’s Waldo?
My boyfriend is missing… The thing is, no one is taking me seriously because technically he disappears all the time. He is usually gone for 24-48 hours and then returns and tells me some lame excuse for why he didn’t even call. This time is different. We live in the age of technology. We are […]
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Meet The Fear Family
I didn’t think I could do anything to advocate for mental health. I have issues. There are days, and sometimes weeks that I can’t bring myself to walk outside. It takes a very strong motivator, like seeing my kids, or when it becomes vital for me to eat. You know, to stay alive. The age of online […]
Inside My Manic Mind 