My Body, My Image

You know those days when you just feel like shit? I know them all too well.  Normally, I’m okay with my body. I’ve always been a big girl, but I went to the doctor recently and was informed that I gained 10 pounds while recovering from a hysterectomy.  I am not okay with this.  I’veContinue reading “My Body, My Image”

I Have Shit To Say

Valuable Information or Just Crazy Ramblings: You Decide I haven’t been publishing anything lately, actually nothing this year. I have written a million things. I begin talking about whatever subject I am thinking about at that given moment, and inevitably I stop. I either think its crap, or no one could possibly even care aboutContinue reading “I Have Shit To Say”

Are You Ready?

Learning The New Spiritual Paradigm I stumbled upon an article a couple of years ago on ascension. I had never heard of it. However, I had read “Seat of the Soul” by Gary Zukav and he had explained that humans all over the world are beginning to have multi-sensory perception; meaning that we are acquiringContinue reading “Are You Ready?”

The Spiral

I have recently had what some might call, a spiritual awakening. A series of strange occurrences took place which left me very confused. I began asking the universe questions like, “What do you want from me? Why do these strange things keep happening? Why me?” I asked someone who I admire and look up toContinue reading “The Spiral”

The Blame Game

I have been having a problem since my boyfriend Jason died. My problem is that I have been unfairly blamed for his death.  Being blamed has taken a toll on me because a part of me blames myself. During these moments, I luckily have some people I can confide in to set me straight.  TheContinue reading “The Blame Game”

Southbound

I decided to get the hell out of Oklahoma for a while. I just needed a break, badly. I have a lot of family and a few friends in Georgia, so I hitched a ride with my Aunt and headed south. Now, I’m in a truck with my uncle and a few other fine people,Continue reading “Southbound”

A Bond By Tragedy

 I have been dealing with so much trauma, and I am having a hard time processing it.  It’s so strange how one can be surrounded by loving, supportive people, and still feel completely alone in the world.   About 2 weeks after Jason died, I had a meltdown that was pretty severe. I was hyperventilating, panicking. Continue reading “A Bond By Tragedy”

It’s All Happening

The world has been put in a huge time out, and although this worldwide pandemic is scary, a time out is something I think we needed. It’s natural to take for granted the things that were so common just a few months ago. Activities like, going out to eat, going to a movie theater orContinue reading “It’s All Happening”

Life Is Ticking By

I have been really bad about taking time to just relax, write, and just be me lately. I’m always worried now-a- days. The entire world is worried right now with this crazy pandemic. My sister and I respectfully insisted our mother quit her job. She has stage 4 COPD, and was a cashier at Walmart.Continue reading “Life Is Ticking By”

A Break

You may have noticed I’ve taken a break from writing, you may have not noticed at all. I had to put it down for a minute because every thought I had was about Jason. I have been thinking a lot and you know what? I’m fucking pissed. Instead of telling you all the reasons I’mContinue reading “A Break”