Packing My Life

I came back to me and Jason’s apartment yesterday about noon. I had good intentions of packing since I have the moving truck on Monday, but I didn’t do much of anything. Yesterday marked exactly one month since the fatal accident that took my honey’s life, and every time I looked around I just sawContinue reading “Packing My Life”

Home

Home is such a nice word and I never realized how lovely it is to feel “at home” until recently. Following my boyfriend’s death, our apartment no longer felt like home. I told a good friend that I felt like, I want to go home, but didn’t know where that was. Several days after IContinue reading “Home”

Is This Fucking Real?

I am still in shock. I know this because I am not really dealing with Jason’s death. I have so much on my plate right now, it’s kind of ridiculous. I had to wait for a bio-hazard cleaning crew to clean my apartment before I could go home, and they had to get three estimatesContinue reading “Is This Fucking Real?”

This Bitch Of A Road

I talked to a psychic the other day. If you don’t believe in that kind of thing, open your mind a little bit because I’m here to tell you, that shit is real. I am very intuitive myself, but unfortunately I cannot turn it on and off when I want to. I can tell youContinue reading “This Bitch Of A Road”

My Retort

I chose yesterday of all days, to turn off the feature that had me pre-approve all comments on my posts. I chose to do this because of the way my mind was working at the time. My mind very forcefully said, “Who cares if someone disagrees or doesn’t like my post, or says something negativeContinue reading “My Retort”

Confession Time

Listen Up Confession time. Recently, I broke up with my boyfriend, many of you know. What I haven’t been talking about is everything he has been doing to get me back. He has been busting his ass proving himself worthy to be with me. The bad part in all of this, is his standing withContinue reading “Confession Time”

The End

Well it’s official. My boyfriend and I have broken up. He thinks I should be happy because I won’t have his controlling ass looming over me constantly but he just doesn’t get it. In fact, men in general, just don’t get it. Why can’t men realize that all we wanted was you? All we wantedContinue reading “The End”

My Sweet, Sweet Husband

Yesterday marked two years since my husband left this realm of reality that is our planet, Earth. He is out there now on the ultimate adventure and a part of me is a little jealous. I’m not suicidal or anything, I just am so curious about what is beyond our limited knowledge and understanding ofContinue reading “My Sweet, Sweet Husband”