Packing My Life

I came back to me and Jason’s apartment yesterday about noon. I had good intentions of packing since I have the moving truck on Monday, but I didn’t do much of anything. Yesterday marked exactly one month since the fatal accident that took my honey’s life, and every time I looked around I just sawContinue reading “Packing My Life”

Home

Home is such a nice word and I never realized how lovely it is to feel “at home” until recently. Following my boyfriend’s death, our apartment no longer felt like home. I told a good friend that I felt like, I want to go home, but didn’t know where that was. Several days after IContinue reading “Home”

Is This Fucking Real?

I am still in shock. I know this because I am not really dealing with Jason’s death. I have so much on my plate right now, it’s kind of ridiculous. I had to wait for a bio-hazard cleaning crew to clean my apartment before I could go home, and they had to get three estimatesContinue reading “Is This Fucking Real?”

This Bitch Of A Road

I talked to a psychic the other day. If you don’t believe in that kind of thing, open your mind a little bit because I’m here to tell you, that shit is real. I am very intuitive myself, but unfortunately I cannot turn it on and off when I want to. I can tell youContinue reading “This Bitch Of A Road”

Where’s Waldo?

My boyfriend is missing… The thing is, no one is taking me seriously because technically he disappears all the time. He is usually gone for 24-48 hours and then returns and tells me some lame excuse for why he didn’t even call.  This time is different.  We live in the age of technology. We areContinue reading “Where’s Waldo?”

Meet The Fear Family

I didn’t think I could do anything to advocate for mental health. I have issues.  There are days, and sometimes weeks that I can’t bring myself to walk outside. It takes a very strong motivator, like seeing my kids, or when it becomes vital for me to eat. You know, to stay alive. The age of onlineContinue reading “Meet The Fear Family”

The Key

Life..  it’s complicated and messy. No one gets out of here unscathed by the rigors of life. However, not everyone handles life’s obstacles in the same way; largely due to how each of us perceives our life and the lives of the people around us.  I have always traveled down a difficult path, and someContinue reading “The Key”