A Bond By Tragedy

 I have been dealing with so much trauma, and I am having a hard time processing it.  It’s so strange how one can be surrounded by loving, supportive people, and still feel completely alone in the world.   About 2 weeks after Jason died, I had a meltdown that was pretty severe. I was hyperventilating, panicking. 

What The Hell Am I Doing?

I know it’s been awhile since I have posted any craziness, and the simplest explanation is… Bitches be crazy. Bitches.be.crazy. I completely understand I am the one ultimately responsible for the outcome of various circumstances in my life. Every choice we make directly affects every single outcome. We have more power over our lives than

My Husband’s Suicide

This is something I have been waiting for the right time to write about. It’s hard to go back to that day. Every time I tell the story it takes me there. I can still feel the dread as the sun went down and he had been missing for hours. I knew something was wrong…